Lately I feel depressed. I know most people will think na ako'y hindi talaga bagay maging depress kasi ako naman ay laging nakangiti.
Maybe because I just could not take the idea of losing something that you waited for a long time. I thought it was going well, that I could keep it forever. Then suddenly, someone takes it away from you.
How would you feel?
Siyempre emotional breakdown ako. It felt as though someone tore out my heart. (O.A. Grabe!) But it is so true. At first, I didn't know how to deal with it. I never do really, I just end up all quiet and stuff. Then I realized I've been expressing my feelings that way. I'm so fed up na. I'll just continue to live my life. But talk less to my parents. Punong puno na talaga ako. I can't take it anymore. Wala na sigurong bond na talaga. How many times I tried naman wala ding nangyayari. All ends up as me being O.A and makulit. As I said, bakit ko pa ipag pipilitan ang sarili ko sa tao naman ayaw sa akin. Eventhough parents ko sila I feel that they don't want me.

I hate my life.
Should I die, let it be soon.

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Back. I miss blogging. Akala ko I coul live without blogging pero alam ko na for the whole month na I didn't blog, I knew something was missing. Seems like I could not live with it to be honest. LOL.
Isang buwan na ang nakaraan and I am now 67KG. Last time I blogged I was 69KG. I am actually quite chuffed about that.
The three website I use nowadays:
FACEBOOK
- I love it. It's way convenient than Friendster. I do not even check Friendster anymore. At saka I use it to play Pet Society :)
TUMBLR/TWiTTER
- Everything naman I post on Tumblr goes on Twitter eh. I use Tumblr to post random things an happenings which is worth remembering. Short and sweet nga eh.
BLOGSPOT
- Main BLOG. Better than MULTiPLY and much more privacy. 'Cause I know ako and Si B lang ang nagbabasa nito.
All I want to say is I am back and definitely be blogging 'til the end.