Thanks Gods talaga ^^ May pera na ako! *jumps* Kanina lang natanggap sa bank account ni mommy. Akala ko nga wala e. Pero meron pala. Great things come when you least expect it. Talagang yung sabi ni mommy may pera na happy talaga. Pero panandalian lang. Marami ding lumilipad sa isip ko kung anung gagawin ko sa pera na iyon. Akalain mo I was just expectin atleast £80 pero I got £352!!! ^^ Mahigit kumulang P25K din yan. Sabi ni mommy ipunin ko daw. Aba siyempre. Para naman may pang gasto na po ako sa Christmas! At pambili ng gift ni Sophie.
Ako'y natatakot na sa isang iglap ay mawawala na ang pera kasi gastadora po talaga ako. So, sana ito ang way ni God na maturuan ko ang sarili kong magtipid ^^
Nainis din ako dahil akala ko po na download ko ang mga song sa aking iPod Touch! Ang dami pa naman yun. Mga 20 new songs T___T Hay. Bukas na lang siguro.
Tapos walang nag text sa phone ko. Mga walang load.
Shoppung daw kami bukas. Hindi naman ako excited kasi alam kong drawing nanaman ni mommy iyan. ^^

Labels: happy

I just received a text message from Mikee saying I have to vote for her friend, Kristelle. I do love Mikee to bits pero I don't know ger friend. Let alone vote for her and waste my precious credit. ^___^ Ihave a new friend today, she's called Keith. Maybe not a friend, more of an acquaintance really. Anyhoo, I saw her go online, I thought I might talk to her because I was sort of bored. I found out we have the same likes in food. ^____^ And same problem sa weight. *laughs* Though I feel really bad today because I binged and ate six siopaos.. Hay buhay TT___TT So bukas ko ulit i-try ang diet ko. Tagal pa naman ang pasko e. Sa pasko talaga ang deadline ko.
Kakaapos lang din nag text ng Friend ko. Nagalit siya at bakit daw nag text ako... 1:48am na kasi. Akala ko gising pa siya. *laughs* sabi niya matulog na raw ako.
At kung friend kita sa Facebook. Yung nag comment sa Shoutout ko ay Manager sa CareHome na pinagtratrabahuan ni mommy ^_____^
In fairness kasi maganda yung quote ko.
Nainis pa ako today dahil may nagsabi daw na "unfriendly" ako. At nag judge pa siya ha. Hindi ko naman alam talaga kung sino siya. Alam ko lang name niya. Nevertheless, she shouldn't judge me because I don't know what she looks like anyways. And if ever may nag wave sa akin sa town or whatever I can't really see them because of my eyesight.
Hay naku bad trip.
Makatulog na nga. Or mag muni muni pa ako. Minsan parang JD na ako sa Scrubs. Palagi akong may daydream.

Labels: argh

Currently waiting for my aunt to go online.. I've been waiting for almost an hour. Still, she is not online. I hate waiting. I am just not the sort of person that has a lot of patience. I'm going to check again after this post, and if she is still not online. I might just have to go to sleep.
I made some changes in my blog, can't you see? Hope you find it way better ^___^
Prom is just around the corner *dances* and I just realized that my prom dress is P19,179/£270. No way I am paying for that with my own money.
Mom said she's going to open a bank account for me ^____^ this Saturday. The only bank open is Natwest. It's okay, I like Natwest. She also said that she'll deposit the whole £100/P7110 every month. Sabi niya I will only get £5/P355.50 a week which I clearly disagreed. I told her that I can spend how much money I want kasi in the end ako ang malulugi kung wala ako magagasto sa Christmas. Nag sabi pa ako na sana doblehin niya ang ma ipon ko. *laughs* I doubt though.
I'm not gonna go all hyped up about it and just continue thanking God.

Labels: argh, dilemma

And I don’t know how I knew it
But I knew it somehow
You’re the answer to the question
No one’s answered till now
And I don’t know what you see
What you see in me
Girl it’s nothing to what I see in you

Clearly, I was bored ^_______^ I chatted to my bestfriend today.. Another reason for the smile on my face right now ^_______^ feeling okay today. I cannot also wait for my padala from Philippines.
I cannot wait to read the magazines ^_______^ Mom baked pancake.. It was really good!!! Pataba moment nanaman.

Labels: happy, music

Should I?
What if I didn't want this in the first place?
What if it was you who wanted all this...
I didn't want this.
I think you are too selfish. Thinking about yourself.
And not others.
You didn't even bother asking me if I am still happy.
Tell you what, I am not.
These smiles? These laughs?
Oooh they are fake.
All fake.
I am fake.

Didn't used to be like this.
I want to go back.
The old times.
The sweet times.
But you just had to come back and take me with you.
Didn't you? I wish you never came back.
Too late now, isn't it?
And now you keep telling me I should be happy. For all the things you have given me.
I repeat. I didn't want it. I never wanted it. You should take it back.
Or maybe stop making me express my feelings because it's not going to be what you expect anyways.

When will I fin my happiness? When will I be happy? Or maybe I just wanted to feel this way. T___T

Labels: argh, MMK, tristesse

•^-^•

When l meet you
I want to tell you how much I waited for you
to come in to my life.
Tell you how I wanted you to wipe my tears away
whenever I felt like crying.
Tell you that I hoped for you to come
for every single days of my life.
Tell you that my life was not complete
before I met you.

I have to wait. And I will wait until we finally meet ^-^

Labels: dilemma, lurve

It's not long now 'til my birthday (^-^)
Should I be excited?

To be honest, I am nowhere near excited (.__.) I just want to get this over and done with. I kept telling all my friends the wrong date of my birthday because I just don't like the idea of birthday. I know you get presents and money.
For what? For celebrating that you are a year older?Why not celebrate it everyday instead?

For my birthday, I am just going shopping with Sophie (^-^) We are going to Peterborough. It depends in how much money I'll get from my parents. I don't even want to have an all-Filipino-eating-and-singing night because I am so fed up with it (>_<)
I want something new.

I don't even know what to buy in Peterborough (>_<) bags? dress? shoes? make ups? I don't really know.

* * *

Enough of my Birthday plans...

I saw Mel Gibson's Apocalypto with my dad today (^__^) I loved the guy who played Jaguar Paw. He was to die for (~__~)Vm
There were some explicit scenes (>__<) Blood. Hearts. Dead bodies.
In short, my type of movie. I'd definitely watch it again.
Before that, I saw 50 First Dates (~___~) über loved it. Though I have seen it before it felt like it was my first time. The part where Lucy beats Rob Schneider(?) hella funny. And it was so sweet. I hope someone could do that for me.
Like, actually make an effort.

It was pretty much the most boring day of the year today (>____<)

"Can you notice the silent manifestation of my dismay?"
"No, I could not see your manifestation"

Labels: conversations, dilemma, laughtrip, review

I do not really know where I got this sudden urge of looking or a job. Tomorrow I am going to ring the place where I worked for work experience if they still had a place. If not then I might do some volunteering work. I don't think there is anything wrong with that.
I'd love to work at Cancer Research :)
Sophie said Ye Olde Griffin is recruiting for a job. But I don't really want to work in a public house, to be honest.
I want to get Ivo's work. Because I think he was offered a place but he's not taking it.
I feel ill today. I kept coughing and I have a blocked nose.


I love it soooooooooo much
(heavy sarcasm)

Labels: futuramas, wishlists

From now on, I am not going to blog about my love life :)

We went to London yesterday to renew my passport :)
The day was tiring and disappointing at the same time. But that is life isn't it.
Life is a bitch.

I was all excited about London pero I've learned my lesson na. Never go excited about something because you're not going to get what you're hoping for. I might sound pessimistic but based on my experiences. Yes. It is real.
We waited for hours in Philippine Embassy pero before we went I met this kid.
He was laughing at me. I do not know for what reason.

Me:What are you laughing at?
Kid:Your weird
Me: Me? Weird? You're the one who's laughing for no reason.
Kid: I'm waiting for my mom.
(from the toilet)
Me: I told you, she's not there

Nang away ba? with my best possible accent iyan ha. Kakainis talaga ung lalaki na iyon. Pero in fairness cute siya but he is year 6 :)

We spent like ages taking pictures and walking from places to places. We then decided to shop in GAP.
Well, they did. I didn't.

I was hoping to go to Abercrombie & Fitch. We couldn't find it kasi nasa pinaka suluk-sulukan siya ng London :) Nasa Regent St. tapos sa harapan ng Starbucks. Lumiko ka sa Vigo St. tapos continue walking.



Opo, iyan po ang entrance ng Abercrombie & Fitch. What more is that the doors were opened by two good looking guys ("store models" instead of shop assistants) and a half naked guy :) I was hoping for a normal store. But instead it looked like a flipping night club. I liked it. It was different from others. Tapos ang bango pa nung place:)




However, their sizes are too small. I was going to fit in sa large but my boobs are too big :(
(btw nakita ko yang lalaki sa end!!! Kalbo na siya ngayon!! Pero ang gwapo niya.. maputi.. makinis.. pero gay ^^)

The shop assistants were so good looking!!!

Labels: conversations, laughtrip, Pasyalan, tristesse