Cute me :-D
Posted on Tuesday, March 24, 2009, at 11:45:00 pm
I think twas last Monday when I told Sophie to give a note to Bubbles (A.D.)..
It goes like this:
if you want my number ask Sophie
ox


I told Sophie that if he did say yes, she needs to ask him what is the motive behind all this.. Just as I arrived home be texted me. We exchanged texts and everything. I told him to just add me in msn 'cause texting might just cost me a lot.
So we spent about 2 hours chatting.

Today, was a bit awkward because I was talking to my friend and be suddenly passed by. I didn't know whether or say hi or smile.
I was in my citizenship class (afterschool) and I was staring into space then suddenly people were coming outside from this room. It was where the afterschool detention was held. As I look at people going outside from that room I was so shocked when Bubbles looked at my way.
He had an afterschool detention. (with Harwin)

When I got home I got a text from by bubbles asking me why I was in that room blah blah blah...
And then more text...
More chat online...

Then I slept.
I woke up and received a text. I asked him what as the reason in he wanted my number. He said look cute and he wants my number.
:)

Kilig naman ang gaga.
Pero I am not really sure. Another guy was giving me a hint that he likes me. But I think I find 'R' cute *blush*
Did I mention that last Monday the guy saw me twice!!
I had a look in his physics class tapos he saw
He didn't smile though :(

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Bubbles..
Posted on Monday, March 23, 2009, at 3:46:00 pm
Sheiße.

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Kwentong pang bata
Posted on Sunday, March 22, 2009, at 7:26:00 pm
It's so annoying. I forgot to buy goods for my maths trip on Thursday. I was pretty occupied in the fact that it's Monday tomorrow. My first school day with glasses. It'll be so different.
Seeing the board. The teacher. The clock. Everything.

I spent 1 hour cleaning my room. It used to look as though a uuttican passed by but now, it looks so lovely.
I feel sorry for my bestie. I understand her. I remeber how we read this story in Filipino then suddenly she said it's her grandma. I debt believe it the first time she said it. But now I definitely do. Her grandma is such a great writer. Such a shame someone as good as her passed away. Nawalan ang pilipinas ng isang magaling na manunulat.

I also called my grandma and showed her the prom dress that I wanted. I told her to put some butterflies at the bottom :D
'B' was online in facebook and I talked to him. Sop went relly mad at me because of the things I told him. Hahahaha. This I so fun.

xx,
Charlene.

PS. I want to be called CJ for those who really know me but Charlene for acquaintances and strangers. But Bestt by my bestfriend though we're miles away...

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Realized
Posted on , at 12:36:00 am
I got my glasses today!! They defo suit me :) I look like a professor.
Today, we went shopping in Hampton. I bought T-Shirts and bows.
I was tired afterwards. I didn't find the top that I wanted from New Look. We then ate at McDonalds.

Before leaving I told my mom about A.D. She said if he wants my number then he should have asked it himself. But as I said this Monday, I'm going to ask my friend to ask him whether he did want my number.
If yes, then he should ask it himself.
If no, that's fine with me. I ain't interested anyway.

We got home and cooked. We had mom's friends too. So it was so fun yet tiring because we sang our lungs out.
But I do have a sore throat. I think it made it worst :(

Can't wait to suprise my friends and classmates.

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Let Me Go
Posted on Friday, March 20, 2009, at 7:58:00 pm
I lost my voice. Just now. It's quite annoying really. I mean "hello?!", like it's my French Oral Exam this Friday. And I lost my voice. Nice. I just want to blog about what happened yesterday.


First appointment was Geography..
Miss said I am aiming towards an A because I got a freaking A* in my coursework. I just have to work on my exam style technique questions.
She also recommended me to buy this revision guide. It was only £6. It was not that bad. She said I was a very hard working student and I am very hard working.
It was quite annoying though when Mom mentioned about me spending too much time on PC.
Miss was nice enough and said I don't have to revise now. She said I should start revising in Easter holidays.

French was the same thing. I was hard working and aiming for an A. He said I need to practice for my next Oral Exam.
That was about it really. Nothing much.

Biology was exactly the same. Aiming for an A. She said I am talkative and sometimes I don't finish my work. But overall, my school work is an A.

Maths was exactly the same. Miss said I can aim for an A. She also said I was a star. :D

Physics was exactly the same however this time I had a low grade. A C grade :| I was not really bothered about it. I know I can improve it and move up to a B. If I work really hard. Mr. Dench mentioned about people that kept telling me to shut up.
He was really angry about it.

Chemistry was same thing.. Aiming for an A.

English was aiming for B :D

* * *


After school today I went on Facebook and talked to my classmate.
I asked him why he always tell me to shut up. He said because I was really noisy and just talk about load of crap.

Flashback:
Every day in Physics there is not a day that I haven't been told off for talking.
Like everyday they'd tell me to shut up.
It all started when I moved place.
My classmate next to me told me to shut up.
"Shut up, Charlene"

After that, every one started saying that. It was quite annoying. Kahit na hindi ako nag sasalita sinasabi nila iyan.


That's why I asked my classmate if he was actually serious. And he said he was. So imma try my hardest to not talk too much.

And I think I got my lesson. Because I lost my voice :(

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Five minutes to save the world.
Posted on , at 4:02:00 pm
My real lucky day for love is today.
Whatever.
I don't believe it anymore :(

Code names: (for my bestfriend and stalkers haha)
'The guy' - R. S.
A. D. - the one who 'asked' for my number.

1. I haven't seen 'the guy' today :( well not his face. Just the back of his head when I had a look in Physics.
Haha asa naman.

First, lesson today was ICT the only lesson where I see A.D.
This morning I was sitting opposite him. I was like two metres away from him. Our ICT is a big room and it can hold up to 40 people.
Hence, there were two classes in there.
So I started talking to Ivo and Tanya. I didn't do any ICT because I was pretty occupied on talking about my Parents Evening last night.
Suddenly, Luke asked if I have MSN or PHONE NO. He then told A. D. that I don't have any.

I guess it's okay if someone asks your MSN or phone. Or both just as long as it's them personally who is asking for it. Not some kind of a messenger act. It was quite annoying.

What made me think about so much was when Luke said "you think he(A. D.) looks like right a piece of shit?" (in short.. pangit ba siya?)
To be honest, no I don't. I am just not interested. That is all.
Of course I said "no".

Before the end of class he didn't even bother making the move himself. So why bother? But Sop is going to ask him on Monday what is the real deal. Whether he is serious or just joking...
I did kinda saw him glanced at me few times.
Or is it paranoia?

After school, I saw him. But I didn't show any signs that I am interested. I didn't smile nor wave. Let's wait for Monday.
He was looking at me.
I am sure.

Tomorrow, I am going to get my glasses. I so can't wait. My eyesight is killing me :(

Funny Story:
In ICT, David told me to shut up because he was annoyed of my voice. But Pete tried backing me up and said "Why not try going on a diet for five minutes?!"
Made me laugh. And it was wrong timing because everyone was quite. Seriously I am embarassing to be with.

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Strawberry Milkshake.
Posted on Thursday, March 19, 2009, at 3:38:00 pm
By the way, if are some spelling mistakes it's due to the fact that I am blogging through my iPod.
It's so much easier.

Today was supposed to be my lucky day for love. (or tomorrow?)
Well, I didn't feel it :(

I feel so boastful :( cause I kept asking my friends how was their french oral and I kept saying I got an A* even though I didn't revise. Which is true. But I know the way I said it, it sounded as though I did not have to revise to get an A*. Anyways, today made my throat extra itchy!!
I kept talking talking and gossiping ..

Aimee and Becky aren't best friends anymore.
Kelly and Mathew are such PDAers!!
Hannah and Mitchell as well!!
And so much more.


I kind of mentioned about my past crushes to Sop!! And so much more.

However, If it was a lucky day for love for Taurus' I just totally made it go away.
Flashbakk muna!!

As you can remember (talking to myself here) last Friday, I went and sat in ICT by myself.
And this guy just asked me for my opinion on something which I couldn't possibly remember. As I sat there I can feel how he kept looking at me. But I wasn't really interested because I don't know him.
Also yesterday, when I was eating my lunch, I was with Sop. He kept looking at me again while I was talking which was a bit awkward you know.
TODAY, in PE, I was trying to catch the ping pong ball when someone called my name. It was Luke. I don't really know Luke. He wanted me to come and talk to him. I said no. Like ewwww. I don't know you. And he was with his group of friends (one of them was the guy).
When I saw Luke by himself. I took that chance to ask me what he really wanted. He asked if I have an email address for his friend. The same guy that kept looking at me.
I said no.
I wasn't interested in love. Crush, oo. But not love.
Anyways, I had to show that I wasn't interested.
On the way home I knew he was somewhere behind me and Sop.
So I started talking and singing and mentioned about 'the guy'. Nakakainis because when I said 'the guy' Sop made that hand signal which I think he saw :(

I wish he lost interest na for me. I hope. But if he still is interested after what happened today then I will think about giving him my email add.

By the way, Luke is not the one who kept asking for my number. It's A.D. Luke is asking on his behalf.

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I was kinda teasing Sop against her friend "Berry". I made a promise to myself that whenever I see him I will sing Colbie Calait's "realize".
She is annoyed. I have been doing it the whole day. :D
Btw she saw 'the guy' and she thinks he has a big nose. Haha

Parent's Evening today.
So scared. To death. T_T

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I like animé.
Posted on Wednesday, March 18, 2009, at 5:02:00 pm
It was terrifying.

Just ten minutes before twelve noon I started revising my Presntation for my oral. It was about school :) I was hella nervous and scared. I had a million worries in my mind. However, I did know that this was my mocks. I still want to get an A-A*. But I never thought I'll get it anyways. I was one hundred percent sure I'm going to get a C.

It was time. I had to go to Eastwood House, the place where my oral is going to take place.
I waited outside the room.
Then I saw Mr. William.

Sheiße.

He sent me upstairs to this Preparation Room"" and in front of me was a sheet containing my role play an narration.
I practiced my Narration for ten minutes. After fifteen minutes Mr. William came and asked if I could come with him.

Upon entering the room, I knew there was no turning back.
I did my role play..
My narration..
And Presentation ..
And the five minutes conversation.
I guess the hardest bit was the conversation because you have to think about what to say and make sure you get the marks.

By the end I got an A/A*.
That was without any revision and preparation.
I was so ecstatic but not complacent.
I still have to revise for sure.

After my exam I went straight to physics and tell my friends my news.
But funny enough. The room was surprisingly quiet. No one was talking.
So I started telling about what I thought was hard and easy
blah blah blah.
As usual I got told off many times for talking and how the room was quite before I came.
Hate him.
At least I didn't have to do some physics. Hahaha

And parent's evening tomorrow :(
So scared.
The good reports? Or them bad reports??
Mwahhaha

Let's wait and see.

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Je vais mourir.
Posted on Tuesday, March 17, 2009, at 7:12:00 pm
I am really nervous for my French oral test (mock) tomorrow. I don't even know what to say.
And the pressure.

The fact that I got A* in my mock test does not mean I am going to get an A* this time :(
I'm so scared. I'm hella scared.

We kind of asked Mr. Dench if we could attend his year 13 physics class. He said no. Haha.d
I did try though. Maybe. Just maybe. Haha. Anyways, I am off to revise some french for tomorrow :)

Good luck, Best!! Three days until I get me glasses. But one more day until parent's evening :(
Sheße.

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Over Slept.
Posted on , at 1:04:00 am
Did I tell you that I cannot wait for my glasses?
Did I mention how scared I am for my French oral exam?
Did I slip in to our conversation that I don't want to go to my Parent's Evening.

Everything seems to be repetitive anyways.
Life for me is like a conveyor belt. You know what is going to happen next because you've been doing it for ages.
day
by
day
by
day
by
day...

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01:10AM

Sheiße.
I know it's way past my bed time. I should be asleep by now. But to be honest I am nowhere near sleepy.
After blogging about 6PM-ish I was feeling a bit dizzy and decided to go to sleep. More like nap really. Then I just woke up like about 12AM. So know I don't feel tired or sleepy but after this blogging I am going to try an go to sleep :)

I quickly tan downstairs and eat because my stomach was rumbling. I ate oatmeal and some sardines :P

Anyhow, I am quite annoyed because my money hasn't arrived yet :( like, we applied last three months ago and still they haven't replied. Yet.
So I am telling mom to ring them up.

I am also going to look for a summer job.
A job.

Asa naman.

xx,
CJ

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Retainers
Posted on Monday, March 16, 2009, at 3:59:00 pm
I am so sad to hear that there is a slight possibility that Ethel has to do Third Year again :( that's life isn't. Ethel, you just have to work very hard. I tried helping you. The rest is up to you. Wish you all the best.

I do have my own worries too. I have parent's evening coming up :( I ain't really looking forward because I know for the fact that I am below target in some of them :( and mom is expecting too much. Haha oh well. I asked Mr. Denchfield if I was too noisy. He said no. Haha or worse what if Mr. Denchie mentions about the guy. Sheiße.

Talking about the guy. I didn't see him today :|

S wasn't in school today.. It was her mom's death anniversary. The whole family decided to go to Harrods in London. For those who doesn't know what Harrod's is... Google it. I am really sleepy and I have a bad stomach today. T_T I hate this day. Going to do some physics homework. Goodbye. I don't really know why I blogger in the first place. Nothing interesting happened to me today.

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17:49

I haven't done anything productive for the past two hours :( I was going to do some citizenship coursework but I couldn't be bothered to. I think I lost my evidence :( I am also worrying about me prom dress. Because now, mom decided that I can and my design to my grandma back home and she can look for some dress makers. Hence, it'll be cheaper for me mom. However, I am quite scared. What if it won't fit me?! What if it's too short/long.
I have so many worries :( I haven't even booked for me hair or make up :(
However, I am quite excited for Saturday!! I am going to get me glasses!!! I don't know what grade they are though. :\ I will take a picture of me self.

I almost forgot. Two weeks beote French oral exam:(

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Step One: Set Your Goal.
Posted on Sunday, March 15, 2009, at 11:45:00 pm
I don't really know if I should be blogging right now. I just had a shower. I know I have forgotten something. I just couldn't remember. I am not sure if tomorrow's our practice French speaking exam. Because if it is..
I am going to fail.
I haven't even touched my french notes let alone speaking it.
If it is tomorrow I am just going to do the best that I can.
I haven't given my English teacher my coursework. Yet. And I promised her.
Oh well. And I also have to do my citizenship coursework for Tuesday.

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We just had a movie marathon.
First, was the movie 'A Very Special Love'. I don't mind Sarah but I do love JLC. He was to die for in the movie. Sarah was comical yet lovable at the same time. I couldn't really say I want to watch their sequel because 1. I can't afford to waste any moment because I have French oral next week 2. I am not that a Sarah/John Lloyd fanatic. I mean, I love them. But, not too much.
Second, movie we watched was 'My Big Love'.
I loved it :) it made me laugh so bad. And I LOVE Toni Gonzaga. But not Sam, he is gay.
I liked the message of the movie.
You shouldn't change yourself for somebody. But instead for yourself.
You should always learn to love yourself.
But not in a vain way. :)

Good AM!! School in 9 hours. But then I did spend my whole day sleeping.
Pero I am feeling a bit sleepy :|

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Lies. All lies.
Posted on , at 10:38:00 am
It's Sunday today. We just went to church yesterday. Hence, I am here, in my bed, having a lie in. I think that's what it's called.
After Issah & Rashim's disco party, I went straight upstairs and watched TV. It was about photography. I like photogrophy and therefore, I stayed awake for an hour just to watch the show on BBC2.
After the show, I somewhat fell asleep. I woke up with my mom's voice saying, "hoy! Anong ginagawa mo diyan?!"
I was asleep on their bed. The TV in my room wasn't working anymore.. So I decided to use their TV.
I went straight to my room hoping that I'll dream the same dream that I had yesterday.

I didn't. :(

And now I am just here waiting for them to tell me if whether we are going shopping or not. Not that I am really hoping. Because right now, I have made it to the point that not everything thing she says are true.

Some may be.
Some may not be.

Let's just wait and see. If we aren't going then, I am going to read a book. Or call my grandma and give her the prom dress picture that I want.



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I had a bit of research about myopia, short sightedness.
It is caused by things up close. ie. Reading, writing, playing computer, watching TV.
Hence, Asians get it because apperently they spend most of their times indoors.
Whereas, Aussies who spend almost two hours outside has better eyesights.

I'm a bit confused because the optemetrist said it was because I'm growing and it was in the genes.
Maybe it's a bit of both.

Maybe.

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Bandwagon.
Posted on Saturday, March 14, 2009, at 3:29:00 pm
I don't get why she thinks that the main reason I had my eyes checked is because my classmates did it too.
Well she is wrong.
I am happy that I'll get my glasses soon. Matter of fact I am crying right now. I knew she was gonna ask her, the opticians person, if the main reason was me spending too much time on computer because I know that mom will either ban me from using computer for life or just tell me off when we get home.
I was happy when the lady said "no". It was because I was growing and it was in the genes. I knew it wasn't the cause of computer anyways. My physics teacher told me.
I am just sad because she didn't even think that this was very important for me. I don't think she even cared. At all.
Oh God, thanks for giving me this life. I love every bit of it. Heavy sarcasm there.


It'll come back around.
Two more years.

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Superstar
Posted on , at 2:27:00 am
I am exhausted and hungry yet I still managed to pick up my iPod and blog quickly. I have just literally came from a party. A belated birthday celebration of Issah & Rashim. I sang for half the time and the rest was just eating and listening to iPod.
I also managed to paint my nails during the party and also had a music jamming with Issah.
I saw old friends there. Tita N was there and her family. It was quite akward being used to be friends with someone then one day you start drifting away from them. That was what happened between us. I haven't seen her for years. That was the longest time I have been with her in the same room.
After 12:00am I felt really tired and decided to go downstairs and check up on what's happening. I found mom singing while dancing. She was drunk. Everyone was. I wasn't. Well the mere fact that I am not allowed. Yet. Anyways, I decided to sleep in the sofa with my feet on it. I was feeling very at home. :)
I think I must have slept for at least an hour. Suddenly, I woke up because they were singing the song 'You Changed My Life'. They were singing it too loud. Hence, the reason I woke up. They were in the middle of the chorus of the song when someone knocked on the door.

They stopped singing and sat down.

It was the neighbour telling us to calm down because we were too loud and besdes it was 2am. We then went home afterwards. We still have to attend to another party tomorrow. It will be fun. I think. Same birthday celebrants but apparently the party for tomorrow is only for English/Children only. I am still (hopefully) coming.

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It's such a shame when you take things for granted. You just don't realize how important they are to you unless you lose them.
I lost my red bow clip today. Or whenever I lost it.
I hope I'll find you soon.

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The happy one
Posted on Friday, March 13, 2009, at 4:49:00 pm
Today was Red Nose Day. Obviously, I didn't have anything red. I work White skinny jeans and a pink top. With a pair of white and pink Converse too. It was a mixed day today.

ICT was boring because I had to sit by myself. Hence, I was bored. I decided to type stuff in Tagalog so that no one could read what was I typing. Chemistry was also boring because we didn't do much and it was a shame because I always loved Chemistry but I just didn't find it good today. And it was embarassing because Dr. Spibey asked me a question but I didn't actually know what the answer was. It somehow made me feel dumb. However, we did get chocolates from Dr. Spibey because half of the class got A*-A! I thought there was few of us. But it was okay at least I got A*.
Biology was okay. I think. I don't really like Biology. But in our Biology class we had a chance to look at our current working grade and I got A for Biology , A for Chemistry and C for Physics. Sheiße. I thought I was gonna get atleast a B in Physics. Ok well we have an ISA coming up for Physics and another module tests for all my sciences. I am sure I can improve on those.
My English test result made me sad. I got a C! I was 1 flipping mark away from B!! I just want to get a B! Like why is it so hard?! I guess it is not my fault. I am just not good at English. That means I have to have all my coursework over and done with and get as high as possible grade in English CWK grade.
For geography naman I know I just have to learn the case studies. That is all. And for citizenship I jut have to do my coursework too. Target ko talaga na to get these coursework over and done with.
Maths was fun. I think it kind of killed some of my neurons. :(

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Quick rant
Posted on Thursday, March 12, 2009, at 8:03:00 pm
I hate it when my mother makes me do some revision. Ok, as if naman I have bad grades and everything. Pero I hope naman that she understands that I am reliable for my own actions. And if I do fail my exams it I the fact that I haven't revised and that is my fault. That's why I want to revise but I don't want her to keep tellin me to revise. I'm old enough to do whatever I want.
Com to think about it here's only two more years left before I move out. And yes I am moving out. Whether they like it or not. Could not possibly wait.
No more nagging. No more rules.

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Harder, stiffer and stronger
Posted on , at 5:39:00 pm
Let's just forget my last post... Shall we? I don't really know why I still have to blog eventhough I know I could use my spare time on revising and cramming in information for my big exam next two months.
I shall be very busy by then.
However, I do not think there is not any point on being so stress about this exams. I am responsible for my own actions and I do best when I am under pressure. Therefore, I am not going to be all "stressy" about it. I can revise in my own time, own pace.
Today, I am glad that I missed P.E. because we had a Learning Performance. Whatever that is. I did not get it to be honest. What a waste of time. But hey, look at the bright side. I missed P.E. :)
My second lesson was Physics. I forgot to blog about this but I was moved in Physics.
To be honest, I moved my self not my pathetic teacher. So then this morning I decided to move back to my normal place because I felt alone in my place.
But then my pathetic teacher, Mr. Denchie, asked me to move back to my new place. I hesitated. But then on the second thought I might get red carded. So I stood up.
I kind of mouthed "Flux Sakes" I didn't say "F*ck Sakes" I said, "Flux Sakes". But you can't really see any difference because I mouthed it not literally said it.He had a go at me saying I shouldn't say those words because "it's not lady like" and that "it wasn't me". In short, I am known for being so kind and everything *blushes* but the truth is, I have chnaged. God knows why.
I sat back in my "new" place and did some Physics work. (suprisingly) Suddenly, Mrs. Mandley came, head of science department, she went to Mr. Denchiee and talked to him.
Siyempre Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya nasa classroom namin. Baka may tatanungin siya kay Mr. Denchie. Pero nagulat ako nung biglang sabi niya "I'm coming around in a minute and give you some numbers. Remember them".
I made jokes about it and said, "what is thhis a winning lotto numbers or something?!" sabay tawa nang malakas. Pasaway talaga ako sa Physics. Pero as I said that it just clicked na it was our exam results. The exam that I did last month.
Sheisse.
CJ: Is that?.. Is that?! the.. the.. Science result?!
Mr. D: Calm down, Charlene

May pag ka O.A. din po ako. Pero talagang nervous talaga ako. As in. Malamig ang aking mga kamay. Pero I wasnt shaking ha!
Mrs. Mandley went around and gave people their results.
chemistry: A*
Biology: A (2 Marks off A*)
Physics: B


I was shocked for Chemistry. Like.. Ows talaga... Is that how much I love Chemistry na I got A* just made me think na I need to work harder for the following two months to get an A* in Chemistry and Biology especially that I was 2 Marks off A* in Biology. I don't care about my Physics.
I saw my Chemistry teacher and she said my A* put a big smile on her face..
As far as I know only Sam, Me, Ivo, Alistair and Alex got an A*.
I need to work harder. Alistair got A* on Biology :| Frustrating nga e. Just shows I need to work harder to achieve my dreams. TO get an A* in Chemistry and Biology.

Red Nose Day tomorrow. Non Uniform :)

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Prom Misses
Posted on Saturday, March 07, 2009, at 10:07:00 pm
I have a lymph node! In Tagalog, 'bayuok'. (Or bisaya..not quite sure) I am so worried! What I it is something serious? Or I might die because of this?! I admit, I am a hypocondriac.
I changed my layout again :) I was not feeling my past layout. It was kind of annoying too.

This morning, my friend texted me saying

Got my prom dress!! Got it from young romantics at wisbech, the third shop we went in. It's green nd matches my eyes. The first shop we went in the lady said it's too late to order dresses after this weekend cause they won't arrive in time. So you should get yours soon. I'll email you a pic later x


I panicked after I got the message. Like, hello?! I don't even know what to color dress I want. So, I told mom and she sao well check out the dress shop here in our town. Clearly, I think they don't have any stock anymore. That means I have to buy mine online. And if everything else fails, I am buying a normal dress. :| pero if that happens I am not going to enjoy my day because I'd really love to wear a proper prom dress.
I don't even know how much budget my mom has. I want the £200-£300 prom dresses!! And I don't think mom doesn't mind because I am going to use it for my debut anyways. Kaya I refuse posting any pictures of my prom on Friendster. Para no one knows what dress I'm going to wear for my debut :D

Another problem is I don't have any transportation yet. I am not bothered with my hair and make up. Pero I am bothered with my entrance kasi it always has to be big!!!

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I am going to do some revision na. Yesterday, I stayed after school to do some maths revision. It was so embarassing when miss said
"it's not suppose to be copying"
:| it was really hard. Talagang it nearly made my nose bled. So I decided to copy it and find out later where I went wrong. Pero my teacher was really kind and explained it further. Only three people attended yesterday. It was okay because it felt as thought I have my own tutor. Haha asa naman.

By the way, my 6 month relationship with Marvin Humes ended today. We just agreed that we should live our own lives. Though we will remain friends forever. I love you Chace Crawford!!

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March (?)
Posted on Friday, March 06, 2009, at 7:43:00 pm
I went up town yesterday to book my opticians appointment. I did book it and it is for next week, March 14 2:50PM. But only to find out that I get my glasses one week after that. Sheiße. I was actually looking forward on getting my glasses on the same day because I kept getting headaches every single day for this whole week. I don't know if this is the result of me trying to lose weight or just plainly because of my eyesight. I don't know.

I will be very busy this month.

March 9: Photo
March 14: Opticians Appointment
March 19: Parents Evening
March 26: Maths Conference
March 27: French Oral Test


~Fully booked ba? Cannot wait for my group photo with friends :) It is gonna be fun! I think. I don't know what to wear though. And if I should straighten my hair or not.
~For my Opticians appointment naman excited ako kasi alam kong I have a really bad eyesight na. And I was hoping to get them glasses like Boy Abunda's. But then as I said I will probably get it a week after. Which is so annoying.
~Parent's Evening will also be a disaster like what happened last year. I bet they will mention how noisy I hve been for this past year and that I am easily distracted. Especially in Science.
~Maths Conference that my parents paid £25 .. Fun. Like, £25 for doing maths whole day?! But Mrs. Getliffe did say I have to do it if I am aiming for A and A*. I will be spending the whole day in Birmingham University. Doing maths.
May Pilipino kaya?! Sana. Kasi naman diba matalino ang mga Pilipino :)
~ French Oral Test. The one that I am dreading. Not that I cannot do it. I am just not comfortable speaking French. What if I forget what to say? Sheiße. But I do have plans.
Plan A. Speak French
Plan B. Speak tagalog/bisaya
Plan C. Faint
Plan D. Stranggle Mr. Johnson

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A Note From Mr. Dench
Posted on Monday, March 02, 2009, at 4:22:00 pm
I went up town today just straight after school. I couldn't not help but laugh and smile as I was walking. It has to do with what happened to me today.

Flashback...

My fourth lesson was Physics. The lesson went so quick that I actually enjoyed it. Mr. Denchie gave me the first choice on what time slot I wanted to have for my Parents Evening. Oohh such an honour to be given the choice. :) He also made me sit by myself because I was distracted by my classmates. That was happened in Physics. Nothing interesting...
After Physics I had lunch and sa dinner hall Mr. Hitch asked me if I was creating a trouble. Like, anuberr?! The principal asked me a very stupid question. Siyempre I said "No, I am not that sort of person." ;)

Just after English (after lunch) I was walkin to Chemistry. Physics room is 5metres away from Chemistry. I was curious kung anung class ang tinuturuan ni Mr. Denchie, so I had a look. As I was peeking through the small glass window na built in sa door I caught a glimpse of my crush. (well ex crush ko na siya) Tapos my friend had a look too. Kaso he had his back towards us. I knew it was him though. Tapos I was talking to my friend and pointing to him too (ex crush) nang biglang nag wave si Mr Denchiee. Parang gusto niya akong papasukin. Pero we went after nag wave si Mr. Denchiee.

In Chemistry, Dr. Spibey (Chemistry Teacher)asked everyobe to come and see her if we want to make an appointment. So pumunta ako sa front to make an appointment for Parent's Evening. Nang may biglang pumasok sa room.
A year 13 boy (from Mr. Denchiee's class)

So after ako nag pa book ng appointment I went and sat back to my seat and talked to my friends. When suddenly, Dr. Spibey called me.
Talagang I was worried kung bakit niya ako pinatawag. So dali dali akong pumunta sa harapan. This was how the conversation went.

Dr: Mr. Denchfield sent me a note and he wants you to go to his Year 13 class.
Me: why? Now?!
Dr: Apparently you like this year 13 guy.
Is it true?
Me: No! Oh my God! No! Who told him that?!
Dr: This is the note that he sent me


I cannot possibly remember what it says pero it was between these lines. Actually, hindi siya note. Letter siya. Ang haba haba kaya.

I know Charlene has a triple science lesson today. I would like to ask Charlene to come to my Year 13 class ( because I know she has some boy hotz in my class) Could you please tell her that I want to see her.


It was longer than that pero that was what I remembered. Dr. Spibey laughed when she read out the "boys hotz". I didn't know what Mr. Denchiee meant by "boy hotz" pero sure it was funny how he wrote the word "hots". Think that Mr. Denchiee is about hmmmm fifty years old.
So I went and told my friend. I did not want to tell my other friends because it was personal.

The point is. Paano nalaman ni Mr. Denchiee na may crush ako dati sa class niya. The thought that he actually sent a student to deliver a note was quite funny and humiliating. Kasi first, alam na ng Chemistry teacher ko! Second baka ma mention to sa Parent's Evening.
Good thing though Dr. Spibet did not read it out to the whole class. Kasi that would be embarassing!!

I am goint to talk to Mr. Denchiee tomorrow. Tell him how much I hate him and I am not talking to him ever. Again. Pero I just hope talaga he does not mention it to my Mom sa Parents Evening. Hindi sa natatakot ako. Nahihiya ako. :|

Humanda ka sa akin Mr. Denchiee.

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Blackberry Madness
Posted on Sunday, March 01, 2009, at 10:30:00 pm
Today was quite fun even though I was not expecting it to be. After church I thought we was gonna go to Tesco's and do some food shopping pero on the way there biglang dumiretso si Dad. Pupunta kami ng Peterborough. I don't know anong reaction ko. I was not in the mood for shopping.
Pag dating sa Pboro we went and ate at KFC where I saw this Filipino family. Iniini ko yung batang lalaki. Tinitignan ko siya tapos yuyumuyuko siya. Obviously, I over ate nanaman. I had a Zinger Burger and French Fries. I did not even exercise again today :(
After KFC we went to Vodafone and we checked kung puwede na ba mag pa upgrade ng phone si Mommy. I saw the Blackberry phones!! Especially, the Blackberry Storm! And Blackberry Bold!! They were so amazing. I was not keen very much on Blackberry Storm kasi the touch screen was so fiddly and annoying. I played with the phones for two minutes tapos Mom asked me kung anung kukinin niya. Siyempre bias ako and I told her to get Blackberry Bold. But 'twas so expensive te handset. Mga about £250!! Nakupo! She ended up getting E71.
Maganda naman in fairness. Search mo. May wifi!
So ayun nga I am going yo upgrade my phone next month. Goodbye, LG Viewty. I had enough of your pag ka touch screen. Pero I doubt I am going to get the BB Bold. Mahal e.
Mom and I went to Acessorize afterwards. They had loads of bags!! They were so amazing!! Pero mahal!! Grabe!! I did not buy anything kasi I only wanted the bags pero mahal e. Sa bday ko na lang. Kaya when we went to New Look bumili lang ako ng headbands. :) cute naman e. Bagay ko naman.
There was this stall na pick n mix sa mall tas I wanted to grab a bag. Mom paid about £10!! XD kakatawa. Nagalit siya kasi mahal masyado. Masarap naman e. I told her kjng tutuusin £20 lang all in all ang nagasto ko. E siya.. £90+£30+£12+£30+£15+£20. Hmmm mas malaki kaya sa kanya.
Next month can't wait to get a new phone and buy some hair things again (or force mom to buy me the bag!)
Today went really quick 11PM na. Going to sleep na me.

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Pinch and Punch
Posted on , at 12:46:00 am
I gained a kilogram today. I feel so obese. It's not me fault Mom cooked carbonara, kare-kare, pansit, lumpia, ginataang hipon, lechon and leche flan for her birthday. Her friends also brought a cake, dinuguan and maja blanca. I certainly did over eat and I did not even bother exercising today.

I happily spent my whole day in bed, sleeping. It was a boring yet relaxing day.
Tomorrow, I will not eat nor drink any soda. I will just drink water and eat fruits or a cereal bar.
Tignan natin kung hindi ako magkakaroon ng bonggang bonggang migraine nito. *laughs*

After taking a shower, I went downstairs to catch a glimpse on what my parents are watching. 'Twas the Tagalog Drama "May Bukas Pa". I enjoyed bits of it but I was not keen on the main actor, Z.( I forgot his name although I know it starts with letter Z.) i hated the way he delivered his lines. Napaka O.A. nung pag deliver. I would not be suprised why I don't like "May Bukas Pa" because I am not in to Tagalog Dramas anymore. I only watch Ruffa And Ai and Us Girls. When I meant "watch" it does not mean I watch them regularly probably twice a month. I also watch The Buzz and SNN pero pag maalala ko lang. I love Kris Aquino kasi e.

I only watch TV Shows like Lost, Heroes and Gossip Girl. I don't regularly watch them because school is my priority at the moment. I usually watch American's Best Dance Crew and America's Next Top Model regularly. ABDC is on MTV every Monday while ANTM is on every Wednesday on Living. Or if I am into geeky mode I watch Documentaries on Discovery or Nat. Geo.

Today, I watched this Documentary about Pandas!! > < They were so cute. It made me want to totally buy a Panda Bear or anything Panda. It is my favorite animal now. I'd really love to get a chance to see a panda in real life. They eat 40 lbs. of bamboo EVERYDAY. Their mating season is near Spring and it only lasts for days. Kaya they have to be quick to make a baby panda.
While the documentary had its commercial break nilipat ko sa Miami Ink.
Bigla rin akong tinanong kung may balak ako mag pa tattoo. Pero sabi ko wala.

Honestly, parang gusto ko mag pa tattoo pero ayaw kong masaktan. Kung mag papatattoo ako gusto ko sa aking kamay o sa balikat. Alam mo yung kay Rihanna na cluster of stars sa may batok niya? Ganun ang gusto ko pero gusto ko sa may balikat or kamay. Kaya gusto ko kong pinapanood ang Miami Ink para malaman ko kung papaano nila yun ginagawa.

First day of the month today. I hope this month will be a good month for me. January and February was nowhere near expected. And now that my birthday is two months away I hope these two months will be memorable. Pero I doubt.

Pinch, punch the first day of the month.

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