This may be my last post for now. Kasi I am trying to lose weight at malapit na kaming umuwi. 6 months na lang! I am currently 69KG but my target is 56KG it may sound impossible but I am sure with the help of God papayat din ako. Matter of facet I am going to take pictures of myself every month.
Kung maari I want to be thinner than my Mom. I hope I can achieve my goal.

It sounds scary but I can do this!
Aja!

Next post will be on July 10, 2009.

I seriously need to take him off as my friend 'cause I do not think there is any point to be honest! He is too secretive pati photos or blogs di pwede ma view.
Pero cute siya infairness

Labels: argh, frustrations, lurve

Wala talaga akong tiyaga magapayat pero after seeing Beauty's pictures on her 18 birthday, it made me want tp be as thin as her talaga. Come to think of it malapit na iyon. Two years na lang!
Pero I shall think about this Christmas muna. I have exactly 6 months and ten days na mag papayat! Isang malaking kalokohan at pressure at the same time. Pero I also have to think that for every success comes with great sacrifices. Kaya okay lang kung mag hirap akong mag bike and mag diet.
I am 69KG na my target it 65 and below. I think it is possible to lose 2KG a month... So next month (July 7, 2009) I have to be 67KG or else I am not going to achieve my target weight talaga by December :(

Labels: argh, dilemma, frustrations, futuramas, vanity, wishlists

I don't hold grudges kasi talaga. Kasi mostly I just tend to forget the reason why I was mad at someone. Kaya sometimes I don't bother remembering them 'cause I know that was past. There's no point crying over spilt milk. However, I just have to share my opinions and thoughts to what happened today.
Oh shit. I was gonna write about it, but I totally forgot!
All I know was I did not like what Mom has been saying. I even forgot what she aaid to be honest. That was the reaaon I went upstairs to write about it pero what is thw point? I flipping forgot about it *laughs*.
Karma is my bestfriend. It'll come back around. Whatever she did to hurt my feelings.

Labels: argh, dilemma, frustrations, mad, MMK

I was in the middle of reading about World War 2 on the internet because I just saw Saving Private Ryan. Which of course I thought it was a great movie. It made me realized how brave the soldiers are fighting for war, either they die or kill others.
Tapos yun nga nagbabasa ako tungkol sa war ng biglang nag ring yung phone ko. I heard my phone ringing and I forgot it was downstairs. I did not bother going down to get it because I thought it was my mom ringing me. So I went to her room to ask her and she said it was not her.
It made me curious naman. Who in the right mind would call me at 2:00 in the morning!
Went downstairs to get my phone and it was A. I did not want to ring him back because I could not be asked to be honest. But he called me again but this time, I was contemplating whether to answer his call or not.
But I did.
He said he was at his friend's house having a bbq party for tomorrow and he is sleeping next to Ben Cockin.
Okay, Ben? He was the one who made that "finger lick" (tongue in between your pointing finger and middle finger) straight at me! And I sit in front of him in most of my exams.
I heard him calling out my name at the background. It was funny but embarassing. I do not think you'd understand but please just pretend you do.
And A kept rambling on about me not talking to him and that he does not have any credit. I told him I was sleepy and I am going to sleep.

Seriously worrying and sleepy right now

Labels: argh, conversations, dilemma, frustrations, laughtrip, lurve, school life, tristesse

That is supposed to be my kitchen but I still don't have any money to buy yung kitchen set. Although, I am tryiong hard not to buy any unnecessary things that I am so tempted to buy. Especially the Panda Stuff Toy. It's too cute kasi masyado!
Can you see my trophies sa taas? I am so proud of my trophies! Kaya talaga siya nasa kitchen シ para makita ko siya everyday.
Ang cute ng dining table ko ano? With matching cute panda chairs pa. It's so adorable.

Ang cute talaga ni Hunny Bun (and no it is not a weird name. I have seen much more weirder names) Appreciate naman what she is wearing. It's too cute too. Grabe. I made her stand next to the chair.

This is outside sa garden niya シ Cute ng garden noh? I was planning to save up some coins to buy a swing para naman sosyal diba? or a marquee and some plants too.

That's basically it. I just want you to see my uber cute pet (well virtual) and her uber cute house (virtual din) シ
And if you don't have Pet Society App on Facebook, your missing out, honey.

Labels: chillaxing, kabaliwan, review

I just had the hardest Chemistry Exam. Ever. I was oh so confident that I know everything tapos when the exam started the first question was hard let alone answering the A* questions. Hay. Talagang I wanted to cry after the test. Pero God was amazing and my English exam was alright. Atleast I answered it naman. Although, hindi ko namalayan na my row already went in, tapos I had to walk by myself and everyone looked at me シ LULZ

I do not have to go to school tomorrow kaya I am here now blogging シ How cool is that? It is too cool for you.



Welcome to my room

With matching shocked face pa iyan ha.
Let's play a game!
Let's see if you can spot:

❤Pot Noodles
❤DKNY Perfume
❤NAil Polish Remover

*Laughs* Just kidding.

Labels: chillaxing, dilemma, frustrations, procrastinating, school life

How can something you know is wrong, feel so right?

Have you ever fallen for a guy you knew was supposed to be off limits?
When you are with him, when you think about him, it does not feel forbidden. Every flirty text exchange you have, every hour you spend sneaking away to see him—even just lying awake at night thinking about your next secret meeting—makes you feel wildly excited. It is like all the obstacles that make him risky only reinforce how special he is. And it is like this romance is bigger than anything your parents or friends could possibly understand.

But the dizzying emotions that make your love so intense right now—the allure of his mystery, the thrill of getting away with something—can create a rocky foundation for a relationship. And when your feelings are so overwhelming, it is hard to see the relationship clearly and easy to tune out the people who can give you perspective—a dangerous combination. Here is how to make sense of what is in your heart and fifigure out if your love is worth fighting for.

DANGEROUS LIASONS
You cannot help who you fall in love with—even if he's a guy you know you should not be into.
But understanding why he makes you feel the way he does will make those feelings less confusing.

❤ HE IS YOUR FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND
Why You Want Him
You know him better than you do most guys because you see him when his guard is down. There is no awkward "getting to know you" stuff, so it feels like he could just easily be your boyfriend.
Make It Work
You cannot mention your feelings for him until after they split—if you do, any relationship you have will be built on drama. Plus, forcing yourself to wait helps you figure out if you really like him or it is the thrill of the conquest.
Walk Away If...
You are having long, intimate conversations, or he starts divulging details about his relationship with your friend. That is considered emotional cheating: It is unfair to her and a proof that he's crappy BF material.

❤ ... To Be Continued.

Labels: seventeen

you make me feel that I could go to sleep tonight. That everything's going alright and I wake up to your voice down blankets and pillows

I spent an hour trying to look for Gabe's videos on Youtube and I can now conclude that my favorite songs from his originals are:
We Match- I find the song very addictive and I watch his video everyday. Especially before going to school para naman meron akong inspiration to go to school. Na one day may mamahalin din ako!
Superhuman- Although meron ding song na same title na ginawa si Chris Brown, I definitely think Gabe's is much more better!

I love the way he looks straight to the camera as if kinakantahan niya ako. LULZ Tapos yung the way his shoulders move while strumming his guitar. Kilig talaga to the bones!

It's 01:46AM and I have school tomorrow pero I don't have to come until my fourth lesson which is about 11AM. So more time to sleep at natulog pala ako kanina after school kaya namamaga ang aking mga mata ngayon!

Minsan naiisip ko kung kailan kaya ibibigay ni God ang love ko?
Kasi napapagod na ako sa kahihintay. Hindi na siguro sanay tumibok ang heart ko sa katagal niya nang nakastambay! Kakainis, pero kaya pa naman. Maghihintay ako hangga't sa makakaya.

Ang sarap itapon yung laptop sa kainis ko talaga pero dahil mabait ako at ayoko pang mamatay, I happily supressed my anger at pinaubaya ko na lang kay karma and God ang lahat (:

Labels: lurve, music

I was hoping for a very hard maths test. Yung parang maiiyak ka na lang sa kahirap ng mga tanong. Pero to be perfectly honest, that Maths test was not that hard at all. But I did miss out three questions which was the A* questions. Mahirap talaga siya eh. 'Di ko talaga gets.
Nakakapagod ang day today kasi you don't have to go to lessons na. So umuwi na lang ako sa mga lesson na hindi ko kailangan puntahan. Siguro today I only went to two lessons (; Although I have 6 lesson a day. Tomorrow, after my English exam I'll go straight home and then revise Geography. Tapos go back about 12:30 PM.
This friday I don't think I will go to school.
Yes!

Hay ang exciting at the same time exhausting...

Labels: chillaxing, dilemma, school life