Well, I guess after a long long time ngayon lang ulit ako naka blog. I miss blogging. Pero hinid talaga mawala sa isip ko yung Diary ko eh! Paano na siya? Ano naman ang maiisusulat ko sa kanya kung may blog ako?! Pero minsan kasi wala langtalagang nangyayari sa buhay ko eh.

Ayun, delete ko na naman ang Twitter at Tumblr ko. Biglaan lang. Naisip ko lang kung gusto ko talaga magkaroon ng magandang grades aalisin ko muna lahat ng distractions diba? Kaya ayun. Eto blog na lang at FB at FS ang natira. Actually, hindi na counted ang FS. Hindi ko naman yun ginagamit eh.

Parang wala na ring kuwenta kung mag kaka BlackBerry ako eh. Saan ko nanaman upload?
Actually, naisip ko puwede naman mag ka Tumblr ulit. Mga pictures lang ang i-upload. Pero sa takdang panahon, hinid pa ngayon.

At hinding hindi ko delete ang FB ko no! As in!

Nag simula na pala ang PBB at Nagsimula Sa Puso, yun lang ang aking papanoorin! Haha.
GoodBye, Twitter and Tumblr.

Goddbye.

Labels: argh, mad, updates

Lately I feel depressed. I know most people will think na ako'y hindi talaga bagay maging depress kasi ako naman ay laging nakangiti.
Maybe because I just could not take the idea of losing something that you waited for a long time. I thought it was going well, that I could keep it forever. Then suddenly, someone takes it away from you.
How would you feel?
Siyempre emotional breakdown ako. It felt as though someone tore out my heart. (O.A. Grabe!) But it is so true. At first, I didn't know how to deal with it. I never do really, I just end up all quiet and stuff. Then I realized I've been expressing my feelings that way. I'm so fed up na. I'll just continue to live my life. But talk less to my parents. Punong puno na talaga ako. I can't take it anymore. Wala na sigurong bond na talaga. How many times I tried naman wala ding nangyayari. All ends up as me being O.A and makulit. As I said, bakit ko pa ipag pipilitan ang sarili ko sa tao naman ayaw sa akin. Eventhough parents ko sila I feel that they don't want me.

I hate my life.
Should I die, let it be soon.

Labels: MMK

Back. I miss blogging. Akala ko I coul live without blogging pero alam ko na for the whole month na I didn't blog, I knew something was missing. Seems like I could not live with it to be honest. LOL.
Isang buwan na ang nakaraan and I am now 67KG. Last time I blogged I was 69KG. I am actually quite chuffed about that.
The three website I use nowadays:
FACEBOOK
- I love it. It's way convenient than Friendster. I do not even check Friendster anymore. At saka I use it to play Pet Society :)
TUMBLR/TWiTTER
- Everything naman I post on Tumblr goes on Twitter eh. I use Tumblr to post random things an happenings which is worth remembering. Short and sweet nga eh.
BLOGSPOT
- Main BLOG. Better than MULTiPLY and much more privacy. 'Cause I know ako and Si B lang ang nagbabasa nito.
All I want to say is I am back and definitely be blogging 'til the end.

This may be my last post for now. Kasi I am trying to lose weight at malapit na kaming umuwi. 6 months na lang! I am currently 69KG but my target is 56KG it may sound impossible but I am sure with the help of God papayat din ako. Matter of facet I am going to take pictures of myself every month.
Kung maari I want to be thinner than my Mom. I hope I can achieve my goal.

It sounds scary but I can do this!
Aja!

Next post will be on July 10, 2009.

I seriously need to take him off as my friend 'cause I do not think there is any point to be honest! He is too secretive pati photos or blogs di pwede ma view.
Pero cute siya infairness

Labels: argh, frustrations, lurve

Wala talaga akong tiyaga magapayat pero after seeing Beauty's pictures on her 18 birthday, it made me want tp be as thin as her talaga. Come to think of it malapit na iyon. Two years na lang!
Pero I shall think about this Christmas muna. I have exactly 6 months and ten days na mag papayat! Isang malaking kalokohan at pressure at the same time. Pero I also have to think that for every success comes with great sacrifices. Kaya okay lang kung mag hirap akong mag bike and mag diet.
I am 69KG na my target it 65 and below. I think it is possible to lose 2KG a month... So next month (July 7, 2009) I have to be 67KG or else I am not going to achieve my target weight talaga by December :(

Labels: argh, dilemma, frustrations, futuramas, vanity, wishlists

I don't hold grudges kasi talaga. Kasi mostly I just tend to forget the reason why I was mad at someone. Kaya sometimes I don't bother remembering them 'cause I know that was past. There's no point crying over spilt milk. However, I just have to share my opinions and thoughts to what happened today.
Oh shit. I was gonna write about it, but I totally forgot!
All I know was I did not like what Mom has been saying. I even forgot what she aaid to be honest. That was the reaaon I went upstairs to write about it pero what is thw point? I flipping forgot about it *laughs*.
Karma is my bestfriend. It'll come back around. Whatever she did to hurt my feelings.

Labels: argh, dilemma, frustrations, mad, MMK